Tuesday, August 27, 2013

The gift

 

Wheel-barrowed on Daddy's lap, tears filling my eyes, my breath in deep, shuddery gulps as Daddy had just set the paddle to the side and was rubbing and speaking softly in the pause. "I know it hurts, baby. I'm so proud of how well you take your spankings, even the ones that are very owie. You please me. Thank you for your gift of submission."

And the damn burst
And the tears fell
and the words I could not speak

Thank you for the gift of your dominance
Thank you for the gift of your arms
Thank you for your love
Thank you for being a safe place for the first time ever in my long life
Thank you for lifting burdens from my shoulders that I have long borne
Thank you for leading our family
Thank you for loving my children - our children
Thank you for home

Thank you for the gift of discovery
Thank you for the freedom to be who I am at my core
Thank you for the gift of acceptance
Thank you for the gift unconditionality
Thank you for the gift of being small
Thank you for the loving me - against all odds
Thank God for the gift of you. 

I love you, my Daddy.



HER GUARDIAN:

So many words escape me, thank you, my heart, my soul, my best friend  for the deepest, most sublime gift of your love, thank you for  your soft, sweet, unconditional heart and the words that  bring me back to us each and every time. You bring me so many blessings and I thank you for all of them. You are my everything!

28 comments:

  1. Beautiful, simply beautiful. You two are such a wonderful couple and the fact that you both work at your relationship AND appreciate each other, express your gratitude for each other's actions...it's inspiring and beautiful!

    hugs,
    fiona

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    1. Thanks for the very kind words, fiona :) We do work very hard it's well worth it! I have for so long wanted/needed what Daddy gives that I want never to take that for granted. I need to let him know every day how much he is loved and appreciated.

      <3
      cd

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  2. Wow! This is so beautiful and brought tears to my eyes. You two have such an amazing, close relationship and it's so wonderful to bear witness to the gifts of love you bring each other. It's a beautiful thing :)

    Hugs,
    Roz

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    1. Thank you, Roz :) I can only say that he makes it so. He is my greatest gift.

      <3
      cd

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  3. Thank you for this post - it's beautiful!

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  4. One thing stuck out to me in reading this. "Thank you for the freedom to be who I am at my core" I believe that this is probably the easiest thing that he does because it is that core, not the person you thought everyone wanted or needed you to be, but who you really truly are, just CD, that he loves so very dearly. Who you are is beautiful, sweet, kind, loving, nurturing, and passionate to name a few. How could he not allow you to be those things.

    This is beautiful and to find such a love is rare. You are both incredibly blessed.

    big big hugs
    p

    btw...love the countdown!

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    1. You made me cry, P. It is who I am, and it is freedom to be able to express it freely.

      Thanks for your lovely comment, and even more your friendship.

      Getting down there!

      Great big squeezies.

      <3
      cd

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  5. This is a keeper of a post....it speaks to the heart of submission and dominance...
    hugs abby

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  6. You guys are truly adorable and just lovely. Everything is so heartfelt and moments like that are what makes everything just feel extremely right. Amazing way to express the love and appreciation.
    <3 Lily

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    1. Fanks, lily, you made me blush! He is my dear true love.

      <3
      cd

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    1. Thanks for reading, Rose. It was soft and warm and connective.

      <3
      cd

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  8. Hey Cd!!

    A little birdie told me it's your birthday today! :D

    (I may have been silent lately, but I do pay attention :P)

    Hope you have a fantastic birthday!!! I know your Daddy will spoil you and make today great!! And if I were you, I wouldn't worry a minute but enjoy all the good things that are sure to be coming your way! ^_^

    *hugs*

    ~JAS

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    1. Hi JAS :) Thanks! Daddy made it the most awesome ever, ever, ever! I've never had birthdays - this was a weekend long affair - he didn't let me do anything! I felt kinda lost, but then Daddy stepped in and kept me plenty busy, lol

      <3
      cd

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  9. Happy Late Birthday CD, sorry I've missed it.

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  10. I just found my way over here and I think your blog is beautiful!!! I'm glad I found you and I'm looking forward to get to know you and your Guardian better.

    Bekah

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    1. Welcome, Bekah, and thanks so very much. We look forward to that as well!

      <3
      cd

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  11. So very sweet!! You're both so lucky!

    hugs,
    mouse

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    1. Thanks, mouse! I am so very lucky indeed!

      <3
      cd

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