Wednesday, May 7, 2014

Finally Good News!!!

I would like to share with everyone that I received a call for my Guardian today. He received official confirmation that he will be home forever very soon!!! When I told out boys, the little one let out a war whoop that cracked the front picture window (just kidding, but he did make it rattle!). A big thank you to each and every one of you for your support. We may take some time off to just reconnect...and sleep! And then we should be back at it more regularly, and more cheerfully!

Thursday, May 1, 2014

What am I without him?

I am a mother of two beautiful children. I am a student. I cook. I clean. I garden. I smile at my neighbors. I had a whole in my chest that threatened to make me implode. My heart beat...but it echoed in my chest, a rattle that frightened me with it's roaring echo through my veins.

He came as a surprise in a little inbox flag, a response to gratitude. And he completed me, filled in the gaps, calmed the raging beat, the rattle. Now the beat is strong and steady, none of those tripping rhythms.

Trust grows....and love.....and devotion.....and I am made whole just for being accepted in my imperfection. I am made beautiful, impossible as it seems. And that which is mended is unbreakable because Daddies never leave, and they make you feel loved, and make you believe in your own beauty for the very first time.


HER GUARDIAN:  The simple magic of true love resounds with deepest echo from every place in my heart.  Her love and kindness filled me with  life....She made me feel alive again just when I thought I would never feel that again. Her heart in perfect synch with mine...this is the greatest blessing that I have ever received.... She is my all, my everything.